I need a miracle

My name is Cindy Potgieter, I am almost 48 years old. I reside in an area called Patryshoek, it is in Pretoria North, Gauteng, South Africa.

Almost Six and a Half years ago, I got married to a wonderful soul. Unfortunately he passed away just over three months ago. It was the most unexpected experience I have ever gone through. 

My hubby was Fourteen years older than me and he though he would live forever, and not having a life.policy on his name, he left me with Sixty (60) avos on a tree. Not a cent to my name, a half completed bakkie that is only sprayed half way, that needs mechanical attention, no diesel, no electricity, no hot water, and no food.

He never wanted me to work, so I had no job and no income. The only family I had was my dad and my mom who unfortunately passed away Six and Two months before him.

Thank God for my faith and that I am a strong person and a surviver. I am very talented, I do wood work, I make pickles, chiili sauces, I build water features, and work in my garden.

But I just can't seem to get out of this hole. If it's not the powersteering pipe on the bakkie, it's the ball joints, now it's the clutch and brakes and everytime i stop i have to take off the battery termonal, otherwise the battery runs flat. I still don't have hot water, I need to install a gas system because the geyser is to expensive, I need to get food in my fridge, I am stealing dog pallets for my cats from the neighbors hehe.... i am sure they have noticed it all ready.

I really need a miracle. I am permanently looking for work. It feels like it is taking for ever to try and sort my life. I honostly have nobody to turn too. I really, really want to succeed in a successful future. I am a very optimistic person, I believe I have a great future ahead of me, I JUST NEED A JUMP START! 

I need to get my vehicle mobile as soon as possible to go to interviews, and for work purposes, when I get a job. Should I not find a job soon, I would like to start an Events Company. Please, please help me to get my life sorted again.

Thanking you.

Cindy Potgieter